Afterglow

You still rush in my thoughts
Flushing the blood in my dead brain
Like a unfortunate player from the game of droughts
Who waits for the move to welcome the partial pain
Your fragrances still travels from far
Through the woods, brook and  through the wheat fields
It could even travel the deadly war
That strong is the fragrance your personality yields
Your voice still breach my ears
As it whispers our love story
Bringing me back to tears
To relive the age of our glory
Your touch still chills my blood
as the colours come alive
The adrenaline motivates my capricious mood
As soon as your lost memories arrive
I still live in your afterglow
Following it into every dark night
Taking me into the abyss dark and low
For everyday to lose you in a fight..

Breath of life

When the pale day gets down
And sun is all ready to set
As the stars rise with their glittering crown
And night enters with no regret
That is the time for I wait to come
Where my verse meets its life
Breath of life for it to become
Bringing my ceased soul alive …

Rain

Dark clouds have gathered to pour the rain
And bring relief to this mighty earth, as it heat’s.
Bringing along the sweet memories to my gut again
Recalling events, As to eachother it meets.
Oh cloud’s !! For what do you wait?
Pour yourself upon me
Let me cry in it, My cries await.
Bringing peace and love again, Which none can see…

The lonely brook

Oh my sweet, do you remember this brook?
Where once our young sat on this wet stone!!
Glorifying the nature along your lovely look
as your immortal beauty sit on this throne
Remember me telling you stories to delight your ears
taking you to fantasy, as you blow that tears
Remember those magic which allured your eye
Were moments were born never meant to die.
But now we don’t meet
Even the brook don’t sound sweet
which once’s touched your clear feet
Now, it just finds stone and pebbles to greet.

I tried sharing my pain to trees but they never replied
I asked wind to blow me away but they denied
I asked stream to take me to her as I cried
Nothing worked but I tried.

Alas!! This place now has no moments to flaunt
there’s only lonliness which I can’t bare
we miss you and your absence haunt
even the nature and brook complaints, murmers as to them I hear.

As I hold your picture

As I hold your picture, will you also hold mine?
You are with someone else; I know it’s not fine
to hold back yesterday as today is new sun shine.
I just want to convey, I don’t care if it doesn’t rhyme.

You were my beats, my creation
they’re going to be another one, No!!
I am so horrified, so shaken
If had a chance; I could have never let you go.

In this world I always tried,
not to hurt you, but coz of me you always cried.

You can’t see my sorrows, frustration.
I have been Lost in the world, so slow.
You took my anger, so mistaken.
Leaving was your decision; I had to let you go.

I have to ask you now,
as I hold your memories, I can’t back down.
Do you still think of me, I don’t know how?
Recalling those days, when I acted like a clown.

Before I finish, and take a deep sigh.
I’ll always love you, you know I don’t lie.

Read my poetry and you can know me well
my friendships and the tales to tell
my life journey as am going through hell
my words are my soul, they aren’t for sell

I have come so far,
I don’t want to give up, on my scars…
Let our heart beats together; wherever they are.

And I keep wondering

As I hold your picture, will you also hold mine?
You are with someone else; I know it’s not fine
to hold back yesterday as today is new sun shine.
I just want to convey, I don’t care if it doesn’t rhyme.

In rustic memories

In rustic memories, I love to spend time.
And mould myself through enormous pain
In the darkest nights is when the bright star shine
And that is where the true meaning of life, I gain …

The Immortal Love

I have loved you in those darkest nights
When no other dared to linger
I have loved you in those bright days
When your eyes where covered by  their fake fingers
I have loved you in your lonely days
When there was no one to hold you
I have loved you in your happy days
When there were many more to love you
I have loved you with no fears
Though, I knew, one-day we’ll be separated.
I have loved you with all hurting and tears
Though, I knew, I was never appreciated.
I have loved you in every air I breathe
Though, I knew, for you it din count.
I have loved you in all sadness and mirth
Though, I knew, the memories one day to me will come and taunt.
I loved you with all I had
I loved you with all I have
I will always , no matter how much it makes me mad
No matter how much my brain asks me to behave.
I hope you realize my love for you one day
And each words which came from my heart to reach yours
Poem, prose, music : in any form it may
Brings me to you, after every stressed long day falls …

Past prime

When I look back to the days
Which tells us the brilliant time
I see time changing, same nothing stays.
Wish I could stop the past prime.

Nostalgia

Love is not love, if it has no pain.
Life would have been barren if this eyes had not rain
I would have been under nourished and plain
By the absence of each beautiful people in life, like some healthy grain
Counting all memories, some are nothing but just stain.
As I still breathe;
This subconscious heart had been not survived without this conscious brain.

Beautiful Curse

This is where once a beauty laid
Which allured my depressed eyes
To only her my soul obeyed
To only her I loved with no lies

So fresh are the scenes, yet be seen.
In this place which hold’s such a character
Not much but enough time it has been
For my role in her play to matter

I did let her go but not the memories
How is that done, I still try to figure it out.
My mind smirks and my heart cries
Do i still love her, is what public cares and doubt.

Yes, I do love her with all the mess.
Yes, I do love her with every choice.
With affection comes love, with love comes loneliness
And with every decision comes it’s price.

So, I still enjoy the curse which her beauty holds on me.
And luck for her now where she lies
No more beauty apart from her, This eyes now see.
With love, vengence and jealously my heart moans and cries ….